I'm sitting here, it's so uncomfortable
'Cause I can tell, they don't even know
I've been dying inside
I'm dying inside
This anxiety is taking over me
Sometimes I feel like I can't even breathe
I think I'm dying inside
I'm dying inside
Oh, 'cause I've been staring at the ceiling
For five years straight
Yeah, it seems
I don't think anything's helping me
And so I
Fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
The doctor said to change my meds
But I don't wanna do that again
I tell my mom it's all alright
When I don't get an ounce of sleep at night
Should see my therapist instead
But I don't wanna do that again
No, I don't wanna do that again
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The little voices in my head
Keep telling me that I will never be
Anything more than what I am, and it's
So exhausting to feel like no one understands
Oh, 'cause I've been staring at the ceiling
For five years straight
Yeah, it seems
I don't think anything's helping me
And so I
Fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
The doctor said to change my meds
But I don't wanna do that again
I tell my mom it's all alright
When I don't get an ounce of sleep at night
Should see my therapist instead
But I don't wanna do that again
And I don't wanna live like this anymore
But I don't even know what I'm living for
God help me get out of my head
'Cause I don't wanna do that again
Oh no
No, I don't wanna do that again
I fake a smile, pretend I'm fine
'Cause for a while I haven't been in my mind
The doctor said to change my meds
But I don't wanna do that again
Oh, I don't wanna do that again