Oh look, there I go
Pushing everything away just to be alone
Inside my brain, where all the thoughts
They are, they make me anxious
This time I hit a new low
I think I'm losing it and it shows
'Cause I can't sleep, and I can't eat, and I can't breathe
Oh God, am I the constant cause of my worst nightmare?
Take my medication, numb the pain, so they can't say that
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
I'm a certified depressant
Overthink, second-guess
Am I happy or pretending?
Lately I'm right on the edge
'Cause I'm sick of hearing
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
I'm a certified depressant, yeah
(Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again)
Compare my hopes and dreams
To someone else's behind the screen
But what's the point, yeah what's it mean
When I'll never be good enough for me?
God, am I the constant cause of my worst nightmare?
Take my medication, numb the pain, so they can't say that
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
I'm a certified depressant
Overthink, second-guess
Am I happy or pretending?
Lately I'm right on the edge
'Cause I'm sick of hearing
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
I'm a certified depressant, yeah
Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again
Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away, yeah
It's all in my head (it's all in my)
It's all in my head (it's all in my)
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
I'm a certified depressant
Overthink, second-guess
Am I happy or pretending?
Lately I'm right on the edge
'Cause I'm sick of hearing
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
I'm a certified depressant
Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away again
Oh look, there I go, pushing everything away, yeah
It's all in my head