Ok
Yeah
Look
I was told if you don't make time for the things you love
You get swallowed by all the things you hate
I was taught if you don't reconcile with the things you done
You get haunted by all your past mistakes
I believe if you don't love yourself
Then nobody will
That's the harsh reality we have to face
I was taught you can't rush love
It just comes n goes at a natural pace
With that being said
I want something that is real
I'm over the tinder swiping and the hinge liking
I want something I can feel in my heart
I can feel in my hands like it's tendinitis
I need to learn to repair my vices
I need to learn how to let it go
I need to stop spending all my time
With people that only prevent my growth
You think you know me, you really don't
You've never taken a loss
You don't know what it's like talking your blood off the ledge
You never untied the knots from a noose
Your family hung on a fan
You've never given your heart to somebody
Then watched them just crush it in front of you
Cupped in their hands
You never suffered
You've never suffered like me
But I promise today that you will understand
Promise today that you will understand
I told myself that the person I was in the past
Will never dictate who I am in the future
To all the people who treat me like trash
You get recycled through all of my music
You become topics I'm constantly using
You become farmers without even knowing
Cuz you plant the seed that I harvest whenever it's blooming
Wait
I'm barely human, hmmmm
I think it's true and it's fair to assume it
I belong next to the lyricist
Next to the joyner's, the hopsins
And hell if it's help em carry balloons
And hey
I put the pen to the pad
The moment I did I made a whole name for me
I run a pain in my pace ao they paying me
Mama don't pray for me
I got the heart of a lion
Whoever you demons that brought em a lion
The goal is just pray to me iight
I don't compete with anybody
The only person I compete with is me and myself
They just wanna knock me off and try to strip my talent
But I'll never let em reach around and take my belt
I was never focused on becoming a celebrity
I'm focusing and setting on my feelings so they never work again
But creating my wealth
Rappers only talk about topics that make their persona harder
But every lyric that I'm dropping on top of this paper
Is everything I've lived
Everything I felt
I don't need you to see me, you to change me, let me go
I don't need you to change me
I he changing on my own
Only God here can judge me
Is that truthful I don't know
All of my scars they tell me where I've been
But they don't dictate where I go
All of my faiths been tested with this music
I just pray i stay afloat
(Time to float)
I don't know it's time to float
Like pennywise said I wish I could change the path
That I am on I swear to God, I'm on autopilot
I know that the highs and lows that I have rode are so defyin
I put my entire soul inside the flows that I've been writing
I condone that I'm a tyrant
I just wonder when my time is
Whats the chances I'll go golden
What's the chances I go diamond, eh
They want that ignorant flow
They want that ignorant style
They want somebody to stay in the lane
That'll never push boundaries
Now they're all mad at me
Cuz I keep pushing around
Straight for the fences
I'm breaking the barriers breaking down walls and I'm taking the crown
Made my own way and I know that you hate it
I should've just taken a job in construction
The way that I'm paving the ground
Keep my name outta your mouth
I know your anxious I'm making a legacy
Making a name with my sound
We are not equal
No we ain't the same cuz you'll never alow up on my grind
And you'll never catch me breaking down
They want me buried by all my regret
But they never will bury me now