I been living in hell but you'd never know I be hiding all my feelings so they never show Fake friends all around they don't call my phone I be thinking bout the pain when I'm on the road Told myself one day I'm selling out a show I be trynna do my thang but I'm on my own Ain't nobody trynna help yea I'm all alone And I say I'll be fine but you never know Balling overseas and I was sick on the flight back I was crying thinking to myself man I might rap I remember window shopping thinking I like that Now I finally made it what the fuck is a price tag But I'm hopeless don't nobody notice me like that Battling my demons I don't know how to fight back So I send a text but you don't wanna write back How you stole my heart and now you giving it right back Never forgive, never forget Don't let go Got to be rich, I got to be next The devil Closing the grip, he all on my neck Won't let go, I got to be someone I respect Let's go To the moon, to the stars, anywhere u want Guess I wasn't yo type I'm a different font I'm just sick and tired of being nonchalant wit you I'm just sick and tired of always trynna front wit you I be running from my past hoping it go away Every time I rap all my feelings they float way Ain't no turning back man this life is a one way Got to stay strong I ain't going like Cobain I'm just praying me and momma get through them cold days When I first started they was telling me no way Everybody told me I was going the wrong way I ain't give a fuck I went and did it my own way Losing my hope, I'm losing my friends When I was Lost in the crowd, I'm lost in the mix And I was Thinking about just cutting my wrist But I just Put in the work and I never quit Never Give up on your life you'll never get a second chance Focus on ya inner self try to make a plan Never listen to them ones saying that you can't Seen the devil in a dress ion wanna dance Seen the devil in disguise, look into my fucking eyes Live in my demise got me feeling so cold Remember days when I would cry, I was praying I would die Ion wanna lie I been feeling so low I'm just sick and tired of always living my regrets But I get inspired every time I feel depressed So I'm making songs about my life, trynna do what's right but I wonder why the fuck my life is still a mess