I see the way that they hate me nobody gon care if I die they replace me
I see the money the pussy the power the fame guess we all want the same thing
Drugs and the sex got me numb as bitch but I know it get hard to replace it
Losing respect for myself and the ones that I love it get harder to face it
I let em judge me don't ever trip
I pop a shroom and take a trip
Ghosts in my room I make a flick now my babygirl living off making tips
And I'm still living this for the hopeless
Counting a check and they never noticing the boy
I was down I was fucking choking on my pain go insane
I be losing focus
I be feeling the shame and I'm feeling broken when it's raining
I feel like it's me and you anything for them days
I was feeling you nowadays when I'm wit you it be a mood
Royalty checks off millions of streams
So most of these rappers ain't fucking wit me
They ain't believe in none of my dreams
I work like a slave just to eat like a king
I see the way that they hate me nobody gon care if I die they replace me
I see the money the pussy the power the fame guess we all want the same thing
Drugs and the sex got me numb as bitch but I know it get hard to replace it
Losing respect for myself and the ones that I love it get harder to face it
I still be smoking the loud uh
Don't even care if nobody proud
Don't even care if nobody down
Life is a game and they playing foul
But I don't wanna throw in the towel
Dillon was dealing wit all the doubt
Dealing wit demons I was a child
Feeling a reason I wanna drown
And I rolling up like a pound
Feel like a king without a crown
Working all day wit a chain on neck
I ju wanna hop out a whip to jet
I would die for the fame sell my soul for a check
Ain't nobody was checking for me
Days I was down ain't nobody believed,
Ways I could make wage ain't nobody could see
Staying my own lane till I'm laying deceased
It all came to be
No phasing me
I been chasing dreams like
I see the way that they hate me nobody gon care if I die they replace me
I see the money the pussy the power the fame guess we all want the same thing
Drugs and the sex got me numb as bitch but I know it get hard to replace it
Losing respect for myself and the ones that I love it get harder to face it