"Voce mea ad dominum clamavi" 'Cause I'm tired of being the only one who cares I'm searching for more than locus and honey So I'm leaving you 'cause happiness is only real when shared I don't know how to feel losing you If it's jubilation or grief Maybe they'll find me with a note saying "This rifle killed the bear that killed me" Oh my God, I am chasing you again 'Cause even when it hurts, I'm always wanting more Oh my God, they say you're blameless without sin But the Church is your body and your body keeps the score I'm searching for a self-inflicted martyrdom Like Alex Supertramp I'm gonna put myself in danger If there's no room to be safe in the inn I'll gladly die alone damned to the manger I don't know how to feel losing you If it's jubilation or grief Maybe they'll find me with a note saying "I had a happy life, thank the lord" on me Oh my God, I am chasing you again 'Cause even when it hurts, I'm always wanting more Oh my God, they say you're blameless without sin But the Church is your body and your body keeps the score Oh my God, I am chasing you again 'Cause even when it hurts, I'm always wanting more The Church is your body and your body keeps the score The Church is your body and your body keeps the score