In this furnace I find purpose
I'll make myself see that if there's no future in this
I'll set myself free
I'm not living to suffer fools and make them like me
I'm not dying to be loved or understood
I'm not trying to be the one that's always happy
I'll just lie and say it's all good
And when I'm fucking dead
They won't put me in the dirt
Take In everything I say
I mean every fucking word
None of this even matters
It's by design
No one reads this shit anyway
Because they're blind. Dead
Blind Dead
I'm that furnace I found purpose
I made myself see
That there was no future in it
I fucking hit delete
I was living to suffer fools and make them like me
I was dying to be loved and understood
I was trying to make everyone else happy
I lied. It was never good
None of it ever mattered
It was my design
No one read my shit anyway
Because they were blind. Dead