Here's a list of the things that I wish I could say to you Held back 'cause it's so hard to tell the truth Face to face, and I can't seem to get you alone So here I am, hear my voice on your left and right Listen once, I won't take too much of your time Let me have this so I can let you go Yeah, the night that we met, I guessed you'd mess me up Though I tried to forget, you still got in my head Now I'm trying not to think too much But I wasn't lost 'Til I thought that I might be on your mind I switched it off Or so I thought, 'til your lips locked in with mine And I swear I I won't cry in the silence you're leaving It's not your fault I'm bleeding I should've known better than ever to let you in Did you know, for the past couple months or so, You've been behind all my highs and my every low Yeah, you really dug in deep there So while you go around, so unaffected I'm wondering how we got disconnected I guess we were never on the same page at all But I wasn't lost 'Til I thought that I might be on your mind And I shook you off Or so I thought, 'til your hand fell in with mine And I swear I I won't cry in the silence you're leaving It's not your fault I'm bleeding I should've known better than ever to let you I won't ask our friends about you I'll just talk in circles around you I know I'll survive you out of my life But I won't laugh as loud without you Yeah, the night that we met, I guessed you'd mess me up But I wasn't lost 'Til I thought that I might be on your mind I switched it off Or so I thought, 'til your lips pressed into mine And I swear I I won't cry in the silence you're leaving It's not your fault I'm bleeding I should've known better I should've known better I meant to know better Than ever to let you in