I drowned myself In irony To not feel everything Crashing Beneath my feet Beneath my feet Why don't My thoughts Ever feel like mine We just Let this time casually pass by I can't think When it's wet outside Someday I will soon Realize Roasted and Memories Of you in my sheets Foggy ghost Haunt my dreams And so it seems I gasped for air As my caked-in lungs fill up With nothing but smog These walls are closing in all the time Life is one big awful forced punchline But I know that everything will be fine I just silently Contemplate all these Mistakes I've made and Feel this pain I'll just fuck off And give you the space You desperately crave Who needs love anyways