Hospitals and waiting rooms I read my book, you scroll on through Until you lose your head or we get called Skin and bones, the rollercoaster It took ten kilos from you All the doctors told me that it will take more If one more person tells me that I'm brave or you look healthy I might lose my shit or something I don't know 'Cause I can't wipe the tears from your eyes I can't tell you you'll be fine How could I tell that lie? I'll go sit outside and cry on my own Does it show I don't know how to be here or go? So 'til tomorrow let the dark hold us together And I hope in the morning you'll be better More medicine or Jesus Christ I don't believe but I could try I think of what could help us and I drive The supermarket's almost closed You need good food to keep you going And I can't cook but you can see I'm trying If one more person asks if I'm okay, I will break I can't hold this on my shoulders, I'm not brave So darling, let the tears go from your eyes Let them go, they don't need to dry No one should hold this all inside So I'll go sit outside and cry on my own Does it show I don't know how to be here or go? So 'til tomorrow let the dark hold us together And I hope in the morning you'll be better Sometimes I wake up in the night And sometimes I just lie there in silence And sometimes I wake up in the night And I'd like to scream into the sky 'Cause you can't even walk to the end of the street It's all in your blood, it's snipped off your wings And I get scared whenever I leave That when I come back you won't be here So I'll go sit outside and cry on my own Does it show that I don't know how to be here or go? So 'til tomorrow let the dark hold us together And I hope in the morning you'll be better In the morning you'll be better