Been through the motions made some plans, In changing seasons different bands My head is filled, my senses dulled until I'm not sure who I am Been losing sight of what is real, spent years on the Kathryn wheel It might be twisted that I miss it but the hurting made me feel It's like I'm moving in slow motion Thought I was running but the walls stay still Feel like I'm living in a bad dream Wish I could wake up but I never will 'Cause if I can't break away from my past Then it will always hold me back There's a place I like to go, reminds me of a plastic rose It feels so cheap as my thoughts run deep & Then I have to make it home And at this rate I can't attest if I am broken or possessed 'Cause I can't stop chasing; Steps retracted just lead me back to where I left It's like I'm moving in slow motion Thought I was running but the walls stay still Feel like I'm living in a bad dream Wish I could wake up but I never will 'Cause if I can't break away from my past Then it will always hold me back It's like I'm moving in slow motion all the time