Unreal
I don't know how I got here
In this empty sphere
I sink naked in this void
Things lost their meaning
Like money and career
This state wasn't described by Freud
Don't know how to steer
Don't know where's the rear
Oh my mighty Deer
God of nature that can hear
My mind whisper for a heal
I feel like it's been a year
Drifting in this swirl
Please get me out from this world
I'm floating in total darkness
I'm burried in arctic dream
Lost abillity to feel the silence
Can't drown, can't swim
In this vortex grin, my soul waiting to redeem
I wish to hear mothers voice
Humming her melodic theme
Start over my life with her melodic theme
Her melodic theme
I beg, for relief, for rescue, salvation or aid
I forgot how to be born again
I remember grip of the Reaper
I can't pace, I can't creep
Don't know if I sleep, there's no ground so I could leap
And I keep wondering if I'll hear those beeps
And I'll wake up from this nightmare as black sheep in my home in my keep
I'll stop falling in this deep, I will feel again the heat
Feel the touch of my love, so I could share with her a cheep
My cry my pain my salty fuckin tears
I was unable to move in this net for 30 years
For 40 years
60 now
And I'm still awake
Supposed to watch my familly, but something went wrong
Supposed to be reborn in time when it is on
I'm stuck between Elysium, between Nawia, between Hel
I didn't see the Bifrost this time, neither angels, neither Styx
I still have the flame in me
I still have the flame in me
I'm falling in thy bright darkness
I'm awake in arctic dream
Pulled down with stream
Into vortex grin, my soul finially got redeemed
I can hear mother voice start over with her melodic theme
I have waited enough, now pushed into new body with cosmic beam
The source has saved me