I have this page for a letter But don't have the words I don't think I'll find my closure But I'll try to recover I don't know If I will understand The whole meaning of life I do know You left without saying Before we leave our home This kills me more than you know Memories We always take for granted Not noticing What they really mean Until we're facing The faceless I never had a connection With the saying "Gone too soon" But that day It all changed When they found you lifeless In your room That feeling I can't forget If only I could go back I'll stay and say Push on It's not the end Push on There's more to give I have this page for a letter But don't have the words I don't think I'll find my closure But I'll try to recover I don't know If I will understand The whole meaning of life I do know One day it'll be over I always tell myself That everything will change That this will come undone But what remains the same Is that you're not here I feel like I am to blame I hope to see your face One day! That November left me speechless I hope found your peace But you left me here restless Behind my eyes I see you And I just reminiscence Of the times we used to share Realize how much I want to Take this back Gone but never forgotten I am stuck in this moment Fighting my way through this Holding on to what is close to me My everything We're all just borrowing time I have this page for a letter But don't have the words I don't think I'll find my closure But I'll try to recover I don't know If I will understand The whole meaning of life I do know One day it'll be over (I have this page for a letter) One day it'll be over (But don't have the words) One day it'll be over (I don't think I'll find my closure) One day it'll be over (But I'll try to recover) One day it'll be over (I don't know if I will understand the whole meaning of life) One day it'll be over (I do know one day it'll be over) I can't pretend I lost a friend This pain eats at my soul I'm not fine I'll dread this day For the rest of my life (I'll say it again!) I'm not fine I'll dread this day For the rest of my life I can't pretend