Suicide's for sinners I'm the biggest one I know Another argument I can't seem to let go Harboring resentment Is the only way to go Let it build and build and bottle When it's time it'll blow My name is not important I was born in 96 I'm the product of teen pregnancy And whatever comes of it I am broken but together Every day is constant pain I'll smile while it's raining And pretend it's all humane I'm a lover not fighter That's why I'm total mess Stitched together without anesthetic Weak defense I'm counting the days Before I fully fall apart Pharmaceuticals and family Keep me at the start I'm God's favorite toxicated Passenger behind the wheel It's not a problem I can solve them Just give me time they will heal Blessed that no one's asked me What happened to my arms There's so many on my body I can't count all the scars Suicide's for sinners I'm the biggest one I know Another argument I can't seem to let go Harboring resentment Is the only way to go Let it build and build and bottle Maybe some day I'll let it go