Needle in the arm, feeling draining from me Better close my eyes, lest I pass out Pink around the wrist, I'm free to go now Leave through the front door And I don't know where I'm going or what I'm gonna do with my life Drink some water You didn't lose a whole lot of blood back there But a loss of blood's still a loss of blood So drink up, drink up, and so a toast, To all the things we're leaving behind To deadnames, addictions, and bodies that we hate To cancers and blood clots and the risks that we take To a new day, say hey, drink up while you can Because water is something we need to survive I'm afraid to admit it But I guess I'll admit that I don't know Where I'm going, or what I'm gonna do with my life To hell with it all I have broken the bindings around my wrists, and they fall I am no longer stuck in this disgusting frame My whole life I've been told to be who you are But I haven't been able to do that thus far Until somebody told me that I wasn't all alone