Straight ahead Don't open up the door downstairs Leave it for the big kids With their big heads I'm always wrong I'll never be the smartest one Because I just sing songs And I haven't lived too long So I sit on the hardwood floor And I breathe in and out to calm me down 'Cause I keep thinking 'bout how I'm getting older But I thought I'd be grown by now Mmm-mmm-mhmm Mmm-mmm-mhmm When did I learn My mother's not always right When she talks too loud And holds me too tight? I think a little fear's okay Keeps you on your toes But what if my biggest fear Is that I'm gonna die alone? So I sit on the hardwood floor And I breathe in and out to calm me down 'Cause I keep thinking 'bout how I'm getting older But I thought I'd be grown by now 'Cause I just feel, I feel like a little girl again Wanting to be liked by all her friends And I just feel, I feel like a little girl that's scared Scared that her childhood will end ♪ So I sit on the hardwood floor And I breathe in and out to calm me down 'Cause I keep thinking 'bout how I'm getting older But we thought we'd be grown by now