So i travel on this road Of emptiness another day As i hold these dust cloud dreams An instant for they're blown away Could it be all this life's for is suffering? 'Cause the sea is deep and i'm drowning In all the tragedies So i bleed maybe once or twice To rid the seeds from my veins The seeds that harvest the pain, All the pain of my darkest days And i've waited long enough For these things to change And i'll have no regrets before i take the blade As i lay down for the last time And leave all emotions behind Thinking not of the ones i'm leaving Just the hurt and the pain inside So the wait is over, letting go tonight The end of life is calling, Echoing my fall from grace But i fear what lies ahead As my heart stops beating The chance of life after death.