I been wasting time on all these sins I fill tabs up to cope with it I been running running out of sprint I been running I do 10 under when it's raining How can I be suicidal Discard pictures that I'm painting Cause the verses ain't been primal My big enemy a rating Make showdowns in head feel final They say that boy need some saving I should go pick up a Bible I only study lyrics that's my favourite literature I never touched my spirit never sitting with the stars I'm Aries baby if you must know The convo cool for 20 mins then we both like no Man I used to be like go All these women was just sex to me Had to fucking grow up Put the porn down so respectfully I just turned twenty And I just got petty, I still got a lot growing up to do forreally My mum would be disappointed With my mistakes with my lovers I've been pacing misplacing my full attention defacing Respect replacing all my issues with the covers Didn't get better I just got more people to suffer Leave it open Leave it open Got a lot of growing up to do Man I've been hella broken Busy coping Busy coping I've been dabbling in buds and shrooms Instead of my emotions I gotta be, better I gotta be, better I gotta be, better Got a lot of growing up to do Man I've been hella broken I do my best when I'm not thinking Do worse when I'm not drinking My friends becoming druggies I feel like we all sinking My family expecting more I see it hiding in comments Working with my mental torn Life feeling like Rhodes V Rollins Self improvement, self pressure Say I'm moving, much better I can't focus, head tethered To the chase for, more treasure Find escapes in the 1am bender But I can't partake much longer in the ember Leave it open Leave it open Got a lot of growing up to do Man I've been hella broken Busy coping Busy coping I've been dabbling in buds and shrooms Instead of my emotions I gotta be, better I gotta be, better I gotta be, better Got a lot of growing up to do Man I've been hella broken I been wasting time on all these sins I fill tabs up to cope with it I been running running out of sprint I been running I been wasting time on all these sins I fill tabs up to cope with it I been running running out of sprint I been running I All these sins I All these sins I All these sins I All these sins