I thought you loved me, but you don't make time
Oh honey, I saw the signs
Thought if I suffered then I'd call you mine, yeah
I held on the line
You took a piece of my heart away
Oh how did I survive
Your own regret finally spit you out
I should've known your kind
You took all that I had to give
How am I, how am I supposed to live, yeah
Attention you want, well attention you get
You dumped my body, but I climbed out of the pit
Trusting you was such a mistake
Half a decade passed, still so fake
Love was a mask for what I hate
Better for it though so I guess hey thanks
I'm feelin' brand new
Startin' to think less of you
You cut my heart, now I have two
I was lost, now I have a clue
Can't maintain all this hate for you
I gotta let it go
Start to doubt, the older I get
The more I'll know
Time has ways of changing your thoughts
Yeah, it changes the tones
It doesn't matter what I choose
I'll be a pile of bones
You moved on, and you left me behind
On my own again, learned to survive
Attention you crave, behind attention you hide
Straight up times, I wish I died
I might be too alive inside
For you to ever understand what it's like
Things were said that you took in stride
But I internalize, it gets me high
I'm feelin' brand new
Startin' to think less of you
You cut my heart, now I have two
I was lost, now I have a clue
Only you know why you do what you do
Everything I ever said was the truth
I guess in order to win, I had to lose
Never thought without you that my life would improve