Bussing and loving I am drowning Backstabbers take away my breath I tried to find my silver lining, Looked through my portal Where was I hiding? Bussing and loving I am drowning Backstabbers take away my breath I tried to find my silver lining, Looked through my portal Where was I hiding? Bussing and loving I am drowning Backstabbers take away my breath I tried to find my silver lining, Looked through my portal Where was I hiding? Bussing and loving I am drowning Backstabbers take away my breath I tried to find my silver lining, Looked through my portal Where was I hiding? Bussing and loving I am drowning Backstabbers take away my breath I tried to find my silver lining, Looked through my portal Where was I hiding? All the noise inside my brain Stripped away my armor it was drastic All these memories of shame Even though I am in my garden everything feels plastic. (HEY) All the noise inside my brain Stripped away my armor it was drastic All these memories of shame Even though I am in my garden everything feels plastic. Ey? What? I am fucking drowning