Should save up some of the love that I'm giving them I need it for myself Could I hold your hand for a while tonight? Only if you don't mind 'Cause I tend to go mad when I'm lonely When I'm in my head there ain't nothing more that could go wrong It feels like I never belong I'm homesick for somewhere I'll never be Any place other than here And it constantly haunts me I know that it's all in my head But that's the thing I'm scared of what my mind keeps telling me I'm scared of what my mind keeps telling me When will I learn to live with myself Learn it's okay to fall back into old behaviors That were never mine in the first place I'm homesick for somewhere I'll never be Any place other than here It constantly haunts me I'm stuck in a mind that is wrong It feels like I never belong It feels like I never belong