I keep tryin' and tryin'
I keep tryin' and tryin'
Don't be so certain
That I'm not worth it
I am still learning
And I need patience
I'm overcome with emotion I don't know what I feel
Is this all really happening it doesn't feel real
Every word that you say, just passes me by
I keep tryna listen I keep trying and trying
I'm trying to make it all make sense
Everything that I can't do is easy for them
Maybe it's laziness or maybe I need friends
Maybe I need help
But I'm running out of time
So scared of making up my mind
I know that I'm better off alive
The universe is mine
But I'm running out of time
So scared of making up my mind
I know that I'm better off alive
The universe is mine
Don't be so certain
That I'm not worth it
I am still learning
And I need patience
I can't wait another minute
Taking me past all my limits
Gotta do what's right for me
Living out my fantasy
How many times can I explain what you don't wanna hear
I get the same response I know I'm patient but I taste the fear
It feels like masochism
Say what you wanna say
Don't hold it back and tell me how it feels to stay away
I know for sure I'm not going back
I'm lost but still on the track
Cuz I know for sure I'm not going back
I keep trying and trying and trying
But I'm running out of time
So scared of making up my mind
I know that I'm better off alive
The universe is mine
I'm running out of time
So scared of making up my mind
I know that I'm better off alive
The universe is mine
Hard to breathe
Every time I think of me
Feels like real life fantasy
Got me thinking I could be
Beautiful, beautiful
Hard to breathe
Feels like real life fantasy
Feels like I have ADHD
Hard to breathe
Every time I think of me
Feels like real life fantasy
Got me thinking I could be
Beautiful, beautiful