It don't make sense sometimes I know just how I feel I know I gotta vent sometimes This music therapy, I speak the truth inside these lines I know that I am called to be a vessel for my God But I don't have the energy to help another now I'm praying for myself so much feel like I'm hunting now Called my mother on the phone and she just let me talk it out I know she feeling me the most cuz what we talk about On the other hand, I ain't got no time just stay focused Feeling like I'm stuck inside a prison but there's hope yeah Talked about my freedom so much while I'm on the boat yeah Sacrifice my life for Christ I know that I can boast yeah Got fake people in my face who want my acceptance But laughing and they plotting my downfall every second Two conflictions in my heart and one just wanna mess with Never wifing up no hoe even if I'm desperate Gotta change your ways for me if you wanna stay for me Gotta let my God inside your heart so you can pray for me I won't ever act like you are mine if I ain't yours shawty Even if you want me really badly still ain't yours shawty Dealing with a lot inside my heart I need to open up Maybe I can talk about some stuff if it just opens up Maybe I just want to leave this place cuz I feel bundled up Maybe it's the stress that's getting to me cuz I'm sensitive Yeah... Don't need no sedative I only want the real I know just how I feel And I don't want to feel Hopefully if you get closed to me you feel the hurt in me Urgently, I don't need surgery I need a purge in me Oh God with this lifestyle I feel a price now How come I feel nice now with the lights down Things that's done in the dark gone come to light now You knew that straight from start and this your life now Satan gone tear you apart if you don't pray now Spiritually weak in your heart and you can't win now You knew that straight from start and this your life now Satan gone tear you apart if you don't pray now Spiritually weak in your heart and you can't win now