Stay the hell away from me
Familiar company
What will you make me do
Shame since I was a child
Has kept my manner mild
Always scared to lose
And no I'm not saying it's a losing fight
But that doesn't mean I ever get to feel alright
Pray my body will leave me
Peacefully sleeping
When I'm too stoned to move
Hate that all the solutions found
To quiet the voices now
Make me so removed
I never get to choose
Consume or be consumed
And no I'm not saying it's a losing fight
But that doesn't mean I ever get to feel alright
And no I'm not saying it's a losing fight
Trace all of my boundaries
To people who found me
When I was destitute
Face nightly confounds me
Reflections disgust me
Man I miss my youth
Thought it held no real use
Consume or be consumed
And no I'm not saying it's a losing fight
But that doesn't mean I ever get to feel alright
I could scramble and dismantle all the hurt inside
But I think this time around it is a losing fight