I brought you back to life Saw your flesh turn the color of sand And it still hurts as much this time As it did when I hit the floor In Kalamazoo I watched you turn off It was all I could do to lift my eyes up It wasn't me then Who took you to the edge and watched you fall It wasn't me then Testing your desire by setting fire To the House of Jupiter To the House of Jupiter You never said "The end" Only spoke to me through Mercury And I escaped the land Made my way toward history And California kept me silent And I find it so hard to stay this quiet It wasn't me then Who took you to the edge and watched you fall It wasn't me then Testing your desire by setting fire To the House of Jupiter To the House of Jupiter And I'll never forget the way I fell toward what you wanted And seeing your demise was grand but I still miss your hands I still miss your hands Now I'm flashing back I see your eyes when they were learning me And the way you held your breath When I was naming the stars But the new year brought too many changes And you grew tired of my obsession with stages It wasn't me then Who took you to the edge and watched you fall It wasn't me then Testing your desire by setting fire To the House of Jupiter To the House of Jupiter To the House of Jupiter To the House of Jupiter What do you want from me In the House of Jupiter