You can try as hard as you want Bring your best fronts, but you won't ruin me 'Cause that is my job and you don't scare me Your mask is only a particle in the sea There is no way you can act That will expose the life I lack There is nothing you can do That will tear me down a new I was marked when I was born And I was cursed to always mourn And you can't make me wanna die any more Than I already do Than I already do I will say you should not forget To sound your trumpet, 'cause everyone wants a show So grab your top hat, and move your last pawn With all your makeup on, and stagnant evil glow There is no way you can act That will expose the life I lack There is nothing you can do That will tear me down a new I was marked when I was born And I was cursed to always mourn And you can't make me wanna die any more Than I already do Than I already do They said baby steps will be fine But I say cheap bottles of wine Will numb the darkness And give depth to the abyss I need to fill this empty shell And break this sad self-induced spell I need some hope now Where is the hope now? Ooh There is no way you can act That will expose the life I lack There is nothing you can do That will tear me down a new I was marked when I was born And I was cursed to always mourn And you can't make me wanna die any more Than I already do Than I already do Than I already do Than I already do Than I already do