Why can't I find the words to say This life has given me nothing And I can't suffer this Another fucking day God can you hear me I'm calling for your name I can't keep going Chemically imbalanced in my fucked up own brain Try to tell myself that I'm doing ok Never would expect that I would grow up with this pain But nothing ever works I'll just take another pill and hope it calms the nerves And when the time comes, and I hear that sound The only way it ends is with me six feet in the ground This endless cycle This cruel disease When will it stop When will it kill me I look for an escape Toxic remedies to cure my brain Plan to take myself out, seal my fate God fucking tell me why I feel this way I look for an escape Toxic remedies to cure my brain Plan to take myself out, seal my fate God fucking tell me why I feel this way Bury me six feet in the ground