I fear the unknown I grieve when people go Will the hydrangeas blossom in the April snow? When I lay down my head I think of things I could have said The TV flickers but we close our eyes instead You ache, I bleed You mow the lawn, I trim the trees You keep the bread I make 'cause there's always birds to feed When I'm in a strong mood I'm unafraid of the simplest truths We still drive our nails through the darkest wood No, we're not the winning kind We need privacy to speak our minds Time's no longer a foaming sea, it's a luring lake My skin has changed but I am still the same I promise I will always look up when you call me by your name When we ride on our bikes By the river, side by side Then we sit down and wait for the ducks to swim by We get home before the rain You lie down and I press play Paul Anka sings and we are one, we are the same I yearn to go to sleep 'Cause my mother speaks to me in my dreams Time's no longer a foaming sea, it's a luring lake My skin has changed but I am still the same I promise I will always look up when you call me by your name Now whichever way I head I end up face to face with death But I'll fight until there's no more blood to shed When we said no more goodbyes We'd always be by each other's side It was probably a lie but we still try We still try We still try We still try We still try We still try