The last time I kissed you I felt like you didn't want me to And ever since that moment i felt ashamed of what I'd done I know what I did wrong and I don't know how to make it right But I won't give up without a fight You came into my life When I needed you the most You showed me a life worth living Starting pits at every show I don't know what I did to deserve you Im grateful that you're in my life I want to be a better person I want to be worth your time You had to watch me relapse and nobody deserves to have to see that I kept cracking open beer cans and you kept taking them out of my hands You got me into ska and now I'm writing a bunch of songs taking influence From the better parts of my life instead of singing about how I wanted to die So let's watch Adventure Time and make out and maybe sixty nine And smoke a bowl and spend the night and do whatever's on your mind And thanks for putting up with all my shit and having me over when I was dope sick I'll make it up to you when I get home from rehab I knew I was getting better As we started getting closer Like the time when you came over After I had gotten sober We stood topless in the kitchen And we talked about our dreams And I couldn't sleep so I stayed Up while you slept next to me I stepped out of the mosh pit to wipe blood off my lips Then the next band bloodied yours up too When you showed me I don't know what was going through my head I couldn't help but think I want to kiss you