Until I shatter, total surrender. Can't kick my way out. From the shadows of doubt. (Can't escape my shadows). A crushing feeling, a new sensation. Is it all a simulation? Total surrender. I've never known. The path for me is blocked. Over grown. Until I shatter, total surrender. And I remember. Things felt so simple. Now everybodies evil. Anti-social. Anywhere but here. It just crept up. Another fucked up year. Until I shatter, total surrender. Can't kick my way out. From the shadows of doubt. Fear and doubt have poisened me. The paralyzing disbelief. I'm second guessing everything. I can't amount to anything. Caged! Smothered! I surrender! Fear and doubt have poisened me. The paralyzing disbelief. I'm second guessing everything. I can't amount to anything. (Can't escape my shadows). Caged! Smothered! I surrender!