My friends say they need a vacation From benzos and cigarettes And I say I need a vacation 'Cause I've got a lot of regrets Do I want a revolution? Or do I want to lay in bed Strung out in an empty hotel room Contemplating life and death? Inside my head Do I pretend It all makes sense Inside my head So if I come down I hope you're not around To see my smile turn upside down In my head Inside my head ♪ The chemicals come on slowly I'm looking like I haven't slept Searching for a higher purpose In the lines I haven't written yet So put me in a different wardrobe Ask me if I'm upset It's coming over me the anxiety I'm feeling like it's life or death Inside my head Do I pretend It all makes sense Inside my head So if I come down I hope your not around To see my smile turn upside down In my head Inside my head I'm on a one way ticket vacation Drifting away, drifting away Stranded in a sensation Outside of my brain Hopelessly I'm coloring away my memories On a one way ticket vacation I'm drifting away, drifting away Inside my head Do I pretend It all makes sense Inside my head So if I come down I hope you're not around To see my smile turn upside down In my head Inside my head