I want to fight but I don't know how to win I want to live but I can't face all my sins I want to love but I don't know how to forgive I'm going to die alone When my conscience goes to sleep I know that I can't keep my word to you And now the end is here, it calls my name Don't be afraid There comes a day when you can't take anymore Locked in a rage and I can't break down that door Each night I lie awake and scream your name This suffering becomes me I fear the light because I don't want you to see Into my eyes as they show what's become of me I look at love and I don't know if I can believe I don't want to die alone As the darkness falls on me I'm vailed in shame and tragedy The cruelest fate to beckon me The constant blame of yesterday