You walked away And it saved me I was tired and lonely But hey its ok I can finally sleep now it's over Yeah, it's over Well I'd pray, but I forgot how I forgot how to feel wanted I was so unwanted You make me so unhappy I just want to be free You make me so unhappy Why can't you let me be? Maybe I'm better off dead I swear I'm barely alive Not enough fear in my head To keep me by your side After all the things you said I've been tryin' to figure out What's wrong with me It's not me, it's not me You're not gonna ruin my life You're not gonna ruin my life You're not gonna ruin my. So watch me find another life And hey, its ok to drift apart and start over I'm sorry its over You make me so unhappy I just want to be free Maybe I'm better off dead I swear I'm barely alive Not enough fear in my head To keep me by your side After all the things you said I've been tryin' to figure out What's wrong with me It's not me, it's not me You're not gonna ruin my life You're not gonna ruin my life You're not gonna ruin my life! I'm better off this way Just let me be! Maybe I'm better off dead I swear I'm barely alive Maybe I'm better off dead I swear I'm barely. Maybe I'm better off dead I swear I'm barely alive Not enough fear in my head To keep me by your side After all the things you said I've been tryin' to figure out What's wrong with me It's not me, it's not me You're not gonna ruin my life You're not gonna ruin my life You're not gonna ruin my life! You're not gonna ruin my life! God you're not gonna ruin mine!