Just tell me why, you left us here to die?
While running out of breath
We're choking ourselves to death
Go
Feeling invasion in my body, losing control?
My head is turning, am I really going insane?
Fuck
Tell me there is a way
Tell me how I can bury this side of me
Can I cut out the part that was hidden inside my head?
Leave it somewhere where it can't find me again
Never again
It's so hard not to give up
But still it's tearing me apart
It's your hand I'm searching
Though I escaped, I'm still feeling the darkness
It draws me back, pulls me much closer to the backlash
Take me back the grave
Where I've buried my soul and thrown it into the sea
Let it sink to the ground, further down so no one can see
What really pushed me over the edge
My soul is pledged there is no way back
Tear me apart, push me down
Light me up, end it all
The cure no one wants to see
Tear me apart, push me down
Light me up, end it all
I am nothing you want to see
Crawling back into my own resentment
I was never made to last
The suffering makes my body burst
Longing for the cure of a sickness with no fucking way to fix it
It's so hard not to give up
But still it's tearing me apart
It's your hand I'm searching
It's so hard not to give up
But still it's tearing me apart
It's your hand I'm searching
I'm running out of time
Don't know what's left of me
I'm drowning in my fears
Cause this is how it'll always be
It's tearing me apart
Cause it's your hand I'm searching
Voices in my head killing everything what's left
Is this really what I am
Is this really what is best