I don't know why I am how I am these days Or do the things I do, or say the things I say I guess I just live in the moment in a way It couldn't be sadder Never mattered anyway How come every time I slip and fall? You pick me up, say drink up You ran out of luck How come every time I turn my head There you are, show your scar Mess it up, what the fuck? You can see it in my eyes You can read it on my face That I've been on the piss again How come every time I turn my head There you are, show your scar Mess it up, what the fuck? I don't know why I am how I am these days Or do the things I do, or say the things I say I guess I just live in the moment in a way It couldn't be sadder Never mattered anyway Why? Fuck And you'll probably never know That I wish you'd let me go Just let me go Let me go ♪ You can see it in my eyes You can read it on my face Thought this bottle might make me forget (forget) Thought these pills would take me there tonight (tonight) Thought these bumps and lines kept me thinking of you But I can't keep doing this 'cause you're everywhere in my head I don't know why I am how I am these days Or do the things I do, or say the things I say I guess I just live in the moment in a way It couldn't be sadder Never mattered anyway I don't know why I am how I am these days Or do the things I do, or say the things I say I guess I just live in the moment in a way It couldn't be sadder Never mattered anyway Go Let me go