Running, falling On the ground, crawling Lying in the gutter Knee deep in shit Mind is in tatters Soul is destroying Need to end my life Die with me now Trauma trauma anguish agony Is this how life was meant to be Trauma trauma anguish agony Relive these things I don't wanna see Trauma trauma anguish agony No lust in life, no not for me It happens in front my very eyes "No, I'm okay" all wrapped in lies Running, falling; there's one way down I close my eyes and hit the ground I gotta get out, gotta get away Because I don't want to live this way