This
Is the fifth song i've written about you
Can't seem to get it right
They don't know what i've gone through
I haven't slept all night
Coming home to an empty chair
Start replaying fights
I didn't think you cared
Ti'll I held your hand as you died
When
Everything reminds me of you
It gets hard to breathe
Really that's just nothing new
Shaking when I should sleep
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
I lost the friend I never had
While I always knew that you loved me
I didn't know it'd hurt so bad
Your voice is in my head
This years been a mess
It's been nine months and I don't know how
Iv'e cried six times
Writing words that don't rhyme
But I just want to make you proud