I hope you're doing well And I wish you all the best Because after all You took the best of me And I just hope you're happy With the choice you made To walk away that night To sleep with him instead of me Fuck And it's fine that you're a liar Now I get that that's your thing But it, it makes me question Everything you told me honestly Sometimes I wonder if I Loved you at all Or if all I loved Was a character that you invented What does it mean When I still want you? (What does it mean when I still want you?) You screwed me over Ran away but somehow I still need you I never want to see your face again But for some reason You're still upon the inside of my eyelids The diamond's grown dull And the flowers wilted I gave away the lights and Your song has faded into Memory is all that's left of you Because I made it a rule To break and burn everything Left behind What does it mean When I still want you? (What does it mean when I still want you?) You screwed me over Ran away but somehow I still need you I never want to see your face again But for some reason You're still upon the inside of my eyelids