Okay, ego is vital like tie breaking free throws In the land of the eagle Somehow John Legend thinks we're ordinary people I would beg to differ but I suffer from the pride If you listen close you can see where I reside Somewhere near where wavy synths tend to vibe Somewhere I can be myself with my tribe Playin rocket league to pass time Most times I stray from the rudiments Substitute trips to brick and motors To collect my quarters borderline adornment for my own disorder It's so convenient to have my addictions Feeds my everlasting need to live things different Used to make raps bout cartoons and spaceships Now I make raps when I feel faceless Truncate like old tapes so haters think I'm tasteless But that's how I make an audible representation Of how I feel vacant but Lately, bruh, I've liftin weights and stuff Pretty liberating feel like I could go on dates and stuff Take her to the movies if the movies weren't 80 bucks Cheap stake take her to the rink for a free skate Playin Alice dee jay when we roll up Hope I don't die in Deltona Probably die of boredom first driving down Aloma With my eyes close Captain of the SS could've died on a high note It's at the tip of the tongue Caged behind my teeth and lips Can't reject your social functions Luncheons with the unctuous In high strung environments Cause I'm too scared to fall And nobody knows at all But everybody knows Everybody knows weren't made for this shit Went to Japan feelin worthless Excited on the surface Told everybody I had plans and all But I was Tryna find purpose It was a strange vacation The things I hated made me feel amazing I learned a lot but what stuck the most Don't fetishize a nation I learned a lot about how we think And how we share common dreams And how we both struggle love, and ego, and people and apologies Breaking bread with anomalies The fine line from fear to following Time after time is enlightening Fuck a sad summer, looking for the brighter spring It's at the tip of the tongue Caged behind my teeth and lips Can't reject your social functions Luncheons with the unctuous In high strung environments Cause I'm too scared to fall And nobody knows at all But everybody knows Everybody knows weren't made for this shit