Heart in your own two hands Same t-shirt, same stupid band Cut the carport in brand new Vans Just some kid with a latchkey secret screaming Borrowed my brother's jeans When the dust started settling Filled the holes out with jagged knees Cutting corners inside my only pipe dream I was the weaker one Caught the curse of the 2nd son Such a hard war I never won Swore the first chance I'd take and run Heart buried underneath The cold face of apathy Gave the fools what they came to see Stacking laughs up so high to hide the bleeding Slept in his old room Hall of relics, an empty tomb Lonely trophies without a clue Keeping dust just over the truth I was the weaker one Caught the curse of the 2nd son Such a lost cause, a lonely front Knew it was time for me to run It's hard to be a gutter punk Stuck in shittown suburbia Held my thumb out for the trucks Left it all just the way it was