I always hated when I smiled I can't stand the shape of my teeth They always looked so stained and gross You never minded it, though You always saw the white under You always saw the white under it all I always think that whatever happened It was my fault, I did something wrong And I could have just fixed it all In your dreams, in my daze Do you ever think about my days I always knew this would all come down I said some things that I might regret When I wake up, I fear I lost your respect When I speak my mind, did I make it clear Can I get out of here I trapped my thoughts in thicker walls Counting the days to wait for you In my sheets, like waterfalls Counting the days to wait for you I don't want to go insane I don't want to go insane But I think I have a fucking migraine It is driving me insane, I didn't mean to rhyme I don't want to go insane I don't want to go insane But I think I have a fucking migraine It is driving me insane, I didn't mean to rhyme It is scary to sleep, I don't have much time If I don't wake up, I'll never see the day And the fish men walk with their suits and smoke And the songs I've written for you are all jokes It is scary to sleep, cause the morning sun Will shine upon my yellow teeth And this curse will keep alive again It is scary to sleep, so I'm not going to bed