I just want to see the sun but no matter how hard I try. I'm not reaching my goal but I can't rest 'cause this is missing to feel alive. This isn't the life I was supposed to live. These endless waves of hope crush my chest with such powerfull strength. Until everything is silent. Until everything is silent around me. I just want to see the sun. It seems like everything I touch falls into pieces. I just want to see the sun but no matter how hard I try. I just want to see the sun. It seems like everything I touch falls into pieces. I just want to see the sun because I am too desperate. I just want to see the sun. No matter how hard I try. Everything is gone . This isn't the life I was supposed to live. These endless waves of hope crush my chest with such powerfull strength. Until everything is silent . Do you know how it feels to follow a dream you will never catch? To have a dream is to be cursed.