I feel pain on big scales like impale, my skin's pale Or sharpen the knife like hammer on anvil Swarm me with light stings like anthill Words burn like propane and air, spark Spark big and ignite that hells' pit Devil laughing, take his crown and raise it Tipping over, take me to hell, face it I maxed out so I'll pass out She wanna fuck but I'll pass now Take the trash out, won't come back now No, I never could back down I just count my days, hope it's just a phase Cos in four more years Ima demonstrate What'll happen when ignored on them darker days Cos nowadays I just suffer alone Won't bother a soul, that's a no-go Back then I woulda begged for a phone call Back then, I really tried to be vocal And now I can't express what I feel bro No tears, no info No understanding, no feelings, no I'm seeing time slip, I see my soul rip I can't even kip to restart this shit