Photo sitting on the mantle top Wondering how I'll be when I grow up Now my future's just a memory And I'll say that about this version of me These future memories are my remedy These future memories will heal what's left of me I haven't felt this optimistic in a while I wish that never changed cause I'm not a child Ballerina girl in the 21st century Her teachers tell her she's too curvy Counting lucky stars like shе counts calories The mark remains insidе my mind and I was only sixteen These future memories are my remedy These future memories will heal what's left of me I haven't felt this optimistic in a while I wish that never changed cause I'm not a child I let my past control how I've been feeling now I don't know if I think things happen for a reason But I know it's gonna be alright I think I'm doing just fine