Every morning I wake with no ease I'm blinded by a paradise I could never fucking reach Alone again; skin peeling from the bone Convinced I will die where no flowers grow These visions leave me disengaged Forced to dwell on my own, why do I feel this distressed? Disengaged with no will to live; casting no fucking shadow Seconds was the end of happiness A lasting memory just won't change how I am grieved Force my hand My prayers have fallen upon deaf ears I can see you in front of me