You're special
You're shining
I'm desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie
You're special
You're shining
I'm desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie
Your lips they taste like cleaning products
Kiss them till they gone
Feeling strong to murmur words that don't make any sense
Losing color in my lies I can't tell
Difference between the black and white
I'm telling everyone I'm doing fine
But stay inside
Staying glued to sticky carpets
I'm too stubborn not to speak in abstract ways
Never vulnerable I spin a yarn of fiction
With the ends they splitting into bits
Until my story finished and I finally fizzle out
Brain cells sizzle till it seeping out the snout
God, if he exists has—
Has created in anger
And we in comparison—
To the, articulate violence
We in comparison, sound and look like
Badly pronounced and half finished sentences
Out of a stupid suburban, cheap novel
I don't know
What to do
Without you
You're my muse
You're my love
Someone that I have to compare to when everything is rough
I don't know
What to do
When I'm stuck
Cause you could care less if I lied about my life
Just a Sprinkle of it flick the lighter and inhale like a cigarette
You're special
You're shining
I'm desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie
You're special
You're shining
I'm desolate
I'm restless
You're perfect
I'm worthless
Determined
To lie