They said this one's for the books I'll never understand really what it took And if I forget in time what this place looks like Then I'll just spend my time sitting in a void Trees lose their color as I lose my faith I've given up on everything It's not that you're gone it's that I'm here I'm here And you've returned to the earth It's not that I'm here it's that you're not You said this place is a living nightmare And it hurts to say I couldn't help It hurts to say that you couldn't stay I'm here It's that you're not.