Blinded
Too far gone to connect
My broken bones won't mend
They must know better than that
Defeated as I have always been
Because I knew in my heart that this would happen again
And it does
But I forgive my tongue
Seeking forgiveness myself because I know what I've done
I have failed and I have tried again and I have failed a little less
I want love to crack my ribs
Laughter shatter teeth and split wide my head
Let me be pounded to dust by dreams again
Let me bleed out on the edge of your kiss
I asked for this
Precious
Vicious
Senseless
Malice
Glory be my fiery end
Pressure put me in the dirt
Open every wound for you
Are you not entertained?
Hunting for disaster only happiness can bring
Liberate the body that the soul may finally sing
Heart
Fucking
Broke