Get lost Come back again Cause I can't decide where I hate you less In the past or in my bed And I'm alone Even at your side And I could fill the void you opened up With all these tears I've cried So darling you can leave or stay Cause I'll be mired in misery either way I can't shake this damn addiction And I can't fix off the dose you're giving Cause when you're around you don't want to be But when I'm alone I'm in agony So I'm clinging onto your charity So darling you can leave or stay Cause I'll be mired in misery either way You were everything I'd ever need And you swore to me that you'd never leave You promised me 'eternally' Now it's dangerously clear to me That you don't know what it means anyway I wish I didn't love you I wish I didn't love you Oh I wish I didn't love you Wish my heart beat not only for you Oh I wish so many things that just won't be Like I wish I didn't need you I wish I never had believed you I wish I never ever had to watch you leave... willingly