Kiss me on the head Tell me I'm the best you've ever had Forget the rest Like how last week I dreamt about your death Dirty laundry and all my regret Brushed aside aside before we go to bed I'd rather tell myself that you're forgiven Than tell myself I gave in Fuck me like a doll I don't have to care at all I have other people I use to feel human And I call them when you don't find me amusing I'll be up till 5 Wondering if you feel bad 'bout last night Push that aside And fantasize about being your bride I'd rather tell myself your forgiven Than have to tell my friends "I let him" I'd rather tell myself you're forgiven Than tell myself "I let him"